getting into relationships change people. the general feeling i get is that the person becomes a lot more confident and secure.

with some people it's a good thing. like i have friends who opened up much more and were less prone to bouts of awkwardness.

then with other friends it becomes shitty. because in their new found confidence they become more reckless in what they say, offend people more easily, and the worst, they start to disregard their friends.

it's a change that's very saddening to see. and now i'm just so pissed cos i just feel severely under prioritised because the whole thing has degraded to the point where there is no reciprocation at all to the commitment i give to my friendship. feeling like a lesser friend isn't that bad. i feel like some slave now.

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