i want to have a beautiful, weathered voice, to show you how i feel by singing a haunting song.
i want to know the right moves to make, to step with strength and grace, to show you how i feel through a dance that will shake your soul.
i want to connect my mind to your mind and my heart to your heart, and channel an imprint of this feeling to you.
But try as i might, i don't have any of that, and i don't know how to let you see it. How to let you understand this feeling i feel on such nights, and that is why i understand how there are so many people in this world, but i will never truly be not alone, because this feeling is something i can see in my mind and feel in my heart, but something i can't express.
it is something beautiful yet sad, magical and nostalgic, bittersweet and elusive, like the whiff of a scent before it gets taken by the wind.
and then its gone.
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