Shh!Sherman
the observations of daily occurrences and the narration of my mundane life
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i am fairly fair, i like to listen to music a lot. all sorts of music ranging from classical all the way to metal. i am a fickle person and i am quick to anger but quick to forgive as well.
this blog is to entertain myself and people like me, who are gonna be damn bored after jan/feb intake of army boys.
i hate aggressive ah bengs who always try to pick a fight. and romantics who don't really care much for love.
i believe in peace, love, music, and seizing the day.
i hope the contents of this blog will not offend people yup tts all!
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Monday, February 10, 2014 @ 3:51 AM
Well, I've just touched down from Taipei to Singapore. It's been a great trip, and a good way to end off my two year army journey.
This post won't be about the trip, you can ask me about it and we'll chat and catch up :) This post is more the snaggy 3am sort of post about life haha.
I remember thinking to myself when i was thirteen, about how i felt like i was old enough, and that i finally understood the world for all it was and all it held. i'm glad to say i've learnt so much more in this time, and am finally aware of how much i do not understand.
I find myself forming opinions on issues that i never concerned myself with. I've always looked at myself as a person that you couldn't really put a finger to, not to say short of personality, but lacking in attachment or commitment to any matter. I'm still struggling to be comfortable with seeing myself do that. I just get so irritated with people and find most of their opinions expressed (especially those who are confident and oh so sure of their opinions) as being pretentious, misinformed, or skewed, and lacking in consideration, that i see the forming of such an opinion as the embodiment of an ugly and stupid self centeredness.
And i think that's my fear, i fear becoming the very thing i hate.
-breathe out- okay moving on.
i'm starting to pick back up on listening to indie acoustic songs again after a 2 year break, not sure how long that's going to last but for now i'm enjoying it. If you have not heard the song playing here, this is a cover of love more by sharon van etten.
i'm about to leave the army and i'm just excited and nervous about life. I guess that's the thing about youth, your hope in life hasn't been crushed just yet, and you feel like maybe, just maybe, you can make something out of your life. something good, something really, really good.
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This post won't be about the trip, you can ask me about it and we'll chat and catch up :) This post is more the snaggy 3am sort of post about life haha.
I remember thinking to myself when i was thirteen, about how i felt like i was old enough, and that i finally understood the world for all it was and all it held. i'm glad to say i've learnt so much more in this time, and am finally aware of how much i do not understand.
I find myself forming opinions on issues that i never concerned myself with. I've always looked at myself as a person that you couldn't really put a finger to, not to say short of personality, but lacking in attachment or commitment to any matter. I'm still struggling to be comfortable with seeing myself do that. I just get so irritated with people and find most of their opinions expressed (especially those who are confident and oh so sure of their opinions) as being pretentious, misinformed, or skewed, and lacking in consideration, that i see the forming of such an opinion as the embodiment of an ugly and stupid self centeredness.
And i think that's my fear, i fear becoming the very thing i hate.
-breathe out- okay moving on.
i'm starting to pick back up on listening to indie acoustic songs again after a 2 year break, not sure how long that's going to last but for now i'm enjoying it. If you have not heard the song playing here, this is a cover of love more by sharon van etten.
i'm about to leave the army and i'm just excited and nervous about life. I guess that's the thing about youth, your hope in life hasn't been crushed just yet, and you feel like maybe, just maybe, you can make something out of your life. something good, something really, really good.
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